Hey guys, it's been a while since I uploaded a new post. I'm sorry it took so long, but I had to deal with some serious bad luck in the past two months. I will tell you all what happend, how I dealt with it and what I've learned from it. Let's see how it all started and how I fought against it.
#1 The Start Of The End
After the Christmas holidays and the first week after, I got ill. I had a bad cold associated with headache and fever. I had to stay home for two weeks and I couldn't do anything. When the cold was over I went back to school, but the second day I fell during gym class and my ligaments were torn (again). I already had torn my ligaments about 3 months before that, but this time I needed a cast (for a whole month). After I got the cast I needed to go back to school and that wasn't easy at all. Everyday I'm almost 2 hours on the way to school and back. Luckely my parents were able to take me. The next Wednesday I got ill again. The fever and headache came up again. My motivation was getting lower, but the pressure was getting even higher.
#2 The Tiger Became a Kitten
Because all of the drama in my life, I was a little down. When I got back to school, all the work I had missed was thrown to my head. I couldn't handle it and my motivation was gone. Almost everyone in my class seemed to have lost their motivation. Even the most optimistic person from my class couldn't take it anymore. Everyone was so negative and hotheaded and that caused some drama. I got in a fight with a friend and we didn't talk anymore. I even wanted to stay home because all of the stress and drama. I didn't know what to do anymore, I was drowning in a lake of homework, stress and drama, but there were some factors in my life that helped me out.
#3 The Power of a Voice
I was feeling down, had no motivation and didn't want to talk to my teachers, mom and psychologist. I wanted to figure it out on my own. Until I felt that I couldn't do it on my own. So I put my pride on the side and talked to one of my teachers. It was a good idea, since that moment I got more understanding and certainty. I was told that I could do all of my work on my own rhythm and that gave me a lot of peace. Everything is going better now, I'm talking again with the girl who I got in a fight with and I'm also trying to find a balance between school, famanstudios and me-time. I hope I will find that balance and life will be even easier.
Learning is a never ending proces
It's definitely important to talk to other people when you can't deal with it on your own.
You don't have to be ashamed to ask for help, you're also a human being
and nobody is perfect. We can only try to make our lives better and
we can do it when we work together!